I have been a ‘mover’ my whole life! From dancing in front of the TV with Tom Jones at age 2-3, to running, climbing trees, riding bikes, jumping, digging, rolling, tumbling, racing, splashing, growing up playing with ‘the boys’ (my younger brother and uncle who is 4 mos. younger than me….that’s another story ; ), playing in the “Little Dribblers” basketball league, softball, running track, jumping the long jump…my formative years provided an environment and opportunity for me to develop skill, speed, power, agility, self-mastery, ‘team-man-ship’, competitive spirit, success and zeal in being in a
BE.
moving body. Growing up (not even in a small town, but…) OUTSIDE of a small town in East Texas, there was not much else for a girl to do but to entertain herself. I did not have access to the arts, dance classes, music classes, etc. So my way was to ‘PLAY’. Play-pretend, play chase, play sports, play jokes, play games… We only had 3 channels on the TV, so we did not sit around watching TV. No video games or internet back then either. I did not even love to read. What I did love was to MOVE & PLAY (excel and WIN)!
In my young adult years (18-present ; ) I did not want a job where I would sit or stand all day…I wanted to MOVE! So, my first job I applied for a job at ‘Figure World’, where I could move and move others in the Pepto-Bismol pink women-only fitness center. This transubstantiated my journey from the world of sports to the world of ‘fitness’. I learned how to teach aerobics classes and eventually became a personal trainer for bodybuilders and ‘Average Joes & Janes’ who wanted to tighten up and get fit. Still loving the act of moving…but not really ‘being moved’. My movement throughout my life was to attain a result…skill, mastery, trophies, WINS, scholarships, tight bod, etc. But I can’t say that I had ‘awareness’ of me being IN my body. There was an excitation of what my body could DO, but “I” wasn’t necessarily IN THERE. It was more a vehicle to achieve. Nia was the entry point for me to have an experience….and awakening…to me fully inhabiting my body with awareness. Here, I enter the place in my life where I was ‘moving…and Being Moved’.
<Here, an ancestral aside> I believe the need to move is inherent in our DNA. Cesar Millan, The Dog Whisperer, suggests that dogs are ‘wired’ neurologically from ancestry to nomadically walk. To go from point A to point B with purpose. There is something about the walk itself that ‘sets’ their nervous system to a state of psychological balance. This is different from randomly moving in the back yard, or dog park. The walk itself is a homeostatic necessity. The combination of the nomadic travel from point A to point B with the cadence of the walk, combined with the ‘cross-crawl/cross-pattern’ neuro-muscular stimulation, all combine to ‘callibrate’ homeostasis in the dog’s body, mind and spirit. I was struck by this philosophy…and struck even more when I witnessed its truth in my dogs as I devoted myself to giving ‘my guys’ this gift every day…and what I noticed was that it stimulated a sense of balance in ME too! As ‘hunters & gatherers’, I believe we humans are also designed to move, navigate, walk the earth…cross crawling, cross patterning our nervous system to homeostatic set points. Here, movement not only serves to condition, but to ‘set’ the nervous system to a healthy state of equilibrium. I can’t help but wonder how psychologically, emotionally and energetically balanced all humans would be if they moved…and better yet, PURPOSELY moved more. When I think of our pioneer ancestors who worked the home, hearth and land from dawn ‘til dusk, moving their bodies all day long, how balanced their body, mind, emotions and spirit were. Did the movement itself balance? Or were they just too tired to be ‘disturbed’? As a licensed psychotherapist, I pay great tribute to the power of movement in mental/emotional balance and well-being-ness and tout it to be THE path to condition body/mind/emotion/spirit wellness.
Now, back to “moving…Being Moved…and…” As a life-long ‘mover’, I ‘got off’ on what my body could do. When I entered the world of psychology/psychotherapy/counseling, I catapulted myself into the world of ‘fixing’ all the things that was ‘broke’ (in me and in the others)…this world I speak of is the world of ‘Self-Help’. Yes, in this world, there’s an unending abyss of ‘issues’ that need ‘fixing’. It’s the world of unending reading, talking, workshop’ing, conferencing, etc. where the ultimate message is that ‘you are not ok ’. When I first read Oriah Mountain Dreamer’s poem and book, “The Dance”, I received the invitation that “I am enough…” and that to fully become the person that I already am—not always to seek change, but to rest in the bliss of “me—just as I am”. In her poem, The Dance, she says,
“What would you do if you knew you were enough just as you are today, if you knew—really knew—that you were in your essential nature a compassionate, gentle being capable of being fully present with yourself and the world? Would you trust yourself more?”
This brings me to “BEing”. Moving…Being Moved….and BEing our elemental selves. The REAL YOU…and it is enough. It is MORE than enough. It is ‘the all that IS”. It is the place where my body, mind, emotions and spirit expand with the energetics of being “all that I am”. This place of “BEing” is the symbology of the totality of me. My geometry, archetypes, art, symbols, heart, essence, numerology, shapes, metaphors, postures, the big “I”…. all coming through TO BE in this body and in this life. My 16-year practice with Nia moves me from the archetype of ‘athlete’, ‘helper/healer/fixer’’, to the “Sacred Athlete” who plays the game of life with warrior-like prowess, confidence, practice, skill…blending all my life experiences and archetypes…to navigate the planet, fulfilled in ‘BEing Jule’.
Architectural Symbology. My feet, large, grounded, stable…walk me, dance me through life. Their anatomy/structure speak to me the state of my structural alignment and the terrain I move over. They hold the energy and memory of my primal, warrior heritage…of my organic, earth-loving spirit. My legs, long, have tremendous gait for traveling me on my life’s path. They ‘reach me’ to high places. They grow me to my highest and greatest potential. My Core, vibrant and alive with energy centers, sense the world multi-directionally/multi-dimensionally and radiates my life force 360 degrees out into infinity. My upper extremities reach out, extending to the world my gifts and then draw in receiving the gifts offered to me by the universe, conditioning my chest, back, arms and ‘winged spirit’. My body, with over 200 bones and nearly 700 muscles, has unlimited potential for movement variety. This 200/700 potential holds the possibility of infinite symbological states that emits an energetic vibrational message that speaks to humans, animals, the spirits, angels and cosmos…aligning to the BEing of everything…..all matter…antimatter…ALL.
Nia’s gift of 52 principles, 9 movement forms, 13:20 Natural Time Code, 200/700 potential, 5 Sensations of Functional Fitness, relationship and energy of the 4 realms, and 7 cycles of the Nia Class Format, etc. offer a menu of archetypal conditioning tools to, with dynamic-ease, fully exist in the truth of “move. Be Moved. BE ™”.
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